I think I just made one of my first big life changing decisions. I've been looking into college like any normal high schooler would, and i've been excited to settle down with a family and have a steady job! But then I realized something the other day. It just hit me like a brick wall! I DON'T WANT TO BE NORMAL! Why should I live my life like everybody else?!? What's the purpose in wasting my money on college? Or having a routine life where I wake up make the coffee go to work come home to my husband, watch a TV show and go to bed? I understand that some people want routine, but I don't want anywhere near it! So here's what i've decided.
I want to travel! I will wait a year after high school, and then I will grab my backpack and go! I will start in Ireland, then make my way South and East and blah blah blah! There is so much world our there! Why shouldn't I experience it? I don't want to wake up knowing what i'll do that day! I want to wake up, put on my backpack and just go wherever my feet take me! How amazing does that sound?!? And if i'm lucky maybe i'll have somebody that would go with me! Other countries are so different than the U.S., like I can't just go somewhere and ask if i can work for a meal, I have to fill out an application, get an interview, then if i'm lucky i'll get hired. But in other countries I can just go to the market and offer my services for the day so I can get some food or a place to sleep! I'm so excited about this! I really think this is how I want to live my life! But there is one thinggggggg, my parents... I don't think they are like determined on me going to college and being successful, but i'm not sure how they would feel about me leaving......
Oh and here's another thing! I've always dreamed of a big and grand wedding! i've always wanted that! I have my whole wedding planned and everything! But then I decided, why should I waste my money on that? When I can spend it on traveling? And then instead of house stuff for my wedding gifts I can just request money for my travels??? Doesn't this just sound fantastic?!? I'm so excited! I haven't been able to stop thinking about it for days! I want to get a map that I can write on and put marks on everywhere I want to go!
Ok :) Thanks for listening to my life plans! have a great night everybody!
Tuesday, April 2, 2013
March 11th, 2013 (375 words!!!)
I hate the way girls look at each other in instant judgement. The way so many girls will take one look at someone and see every flaw possible;
"Look at that pimple, ew like doesn't she take care of herself?"
Or
"She definitely gained five pounds last summer"
Or my personal favorite,
"Why would any guy ever date her? I'm way prettier!"
Seriously, girls are just bitches. Why is it so hard to look at someone and say, wow she is really beautiful, or of course she has her issues, but she deserves the world.
Well i'm going to tell you a little secret.
EVERY GIRL DESERVES SOMEONE WHO WILL GIVE HER THE WORLD!
I don't care if she's a whore,
or a liar, or a backstabbing gossiping psychotic crazy chic! There's someone out there for everyone! and they all deserve that person!
Have you ever met one of those girls who will just say anything and do anything to make sure that you aren't happy? Someone that tries to turn your friends against you, or attempts to make you live in fear because she knows things about you that nobody else does?
Well here's what you do, don't let it bother you! If they want to do that to you, then they aren't worth a moment of your time, it doesn't mean you should hate them and want them to be unhappy. But they don't have to be a part of your life, and as for the things they are doing to you? Don't sweat it, your real friends wont believe it, they will take your side and stand up for you, and in the end, the person that has tried to turn everyone against you just turns everyone agains his/herself. Everybody will see that persons true colors, and by the time it's over they wont want anything to do with them. Gossiping about people doesn't make others want to be your friend, or trust you. I know, i've been there, and life is so much easier without trying to spread rumors about other people or make them look stupid. So can we just all like chill out and live life to the fullest? :)
Thanks for listening to my vent post :P
"Look at that pimple, ew like doesn't she take care of herself?"
Or
"She definitely gained five pounds last summer"
Or my personal favorite,
"Why would any guy ever date her? I'm way prettier!"
Seriously, girls are just bitches. Why is it so hard to look at someone and say, wow she is really beautiful, or of course she has her issues, but she deserves the world.
Well i'm going to tell you a little secret.
EVERY GIRL DESERVES SOMEONE WHO WILL GIVE HER THE WORLD!
I don't care if she's a whore,
or a liar, or a backstabbing gossiping psychotic crazy chic! There's someone out there for everyone! and they all deserve that person!
Have you ever met one of those girls who will just say anything and do anything to make sure that you aren't happy? Someone that tries to turn your friends against you, or attempts to make you live in fear because she knows things about you that nobody else does?
Well here's what you do, don't let it bother you! If they want to do that to you, then they aren't worth a moment of your time, it doesn't mean you should hate them and want them to be unhappy. But they don't have to be a part of your life, and as for the things they are doing to you? Don't sweat it, your real friends wont believe it, they will take your side and stand up for you, and in the end, the person that has tried to turn everyone against you just turns everyone agains his/herself. Everybody will see that persons true colors, and by the time it's over they wont want anything to do with them. Gossiping about people doesn't make others want to be your friend, or trust you. I know, i've been there, and life is so much easier without trying to spread rumors about other people or make them look stupid. So can we just all like chill out and live life to the fullest? :)
Thanks for listening to my vent post :P
March 10th, 2013 (502 words!!!)
The art of self destruction. Lies. Once we tell a lie, it becomes a part of us, and when we are caught, some of us will own up to it. While others will tell another one to get out of it until they are caught again. Once a single lie is told enough times we start to believe them ourselves, we convince ourselves that these new inventions of the truth are reality, that it's what truly happened. Until one day, our whole life is a lie.
Although lying is an evil and despicable act, it is also an art. It takes pure creativity to design a new lie to cover an old one. It takes wit, and originality, imagination and individuality, it is a true skill.
I tip my hat and nod my head to those who can lie day after day, I am on one side jealous of their amazing capability of thinking up anything on the spot, to be able to make up a whole new life for yourself every single day. To look someone you love and care about in the face and tell them anything but the truth. But I am also desolate for them, I can't imagine the dark world that they would have to live in to be so deceptive and scheming.
I wonder what pushes one to be such a fraud, like a counterfeit dollar that makes its way through hundreds of lives without being caught or accused. What could make someone so scared to tell the truth that they feel as though they must live a lie?
Could it be society? Because we must lead perfect and beautiful lives? Or is it the fear of being caught in our mistakes? That we are so guilty that we would tell any lie to get away from having to face the truth?
Even though nobody may know our lies, we do, and I believe that every single one eats away at you. Like a termite slowly eats away at your houses foundation. Your lies will slowly eat away at your humility, your self worth, and who you are. You will soon forget whom you used to be, because each lie will lure you deeper into a dark world, one in which there is possibly no way out. One that will torture you, and isolate you from all that is pure and beautiful. If there is a way out, it is honesty, owning up to every deceptive lie that has ever left your deceitful lips.
Lies are the demolition of ones self, no matter what, it will just dig a hole in our lives until there is nowhere left to stand, until all that is good and honest is gone. Until we have become a lie, our whole lives, a lie. Every lie you tell is a part of you. So be careful of what you say, and be attentive to your actions. Direct your capability to think up a lie so quickly to something more useful.
Although lying is an evil and despicable act, it is also an art. It takes pure creativity to design a new lie to cover an old one. It takes wit, and originality, imagination and individuality, it is a true skill.
I tip my hat and nod my head to those who can lie day after day, I am on one side jealous of their amazing capability of thinking up anything on the spot, to be able to make up a whole new life for yourself every single day. To look someone you love and care about in the face and tell them anything but the truth. But I am also desolate for them, I can't imagine the dark world that they would have to live in to be so deceptive and scheming.
I wonder what pushes one to be such a fraud, like a counterfeit dollar that makes its way through hundreds of lives without being caught or accused. What could make someone so scared to tell the truth that they feel as though they must live a lie?
Could it be society? Because we must lead perfect and beautiful lives? Or is it the fear of being caught in our mistakes? That we are so guilty that we would tell any lie to get away from having to face the truth?
Even though nobody may know our lies, we do, and I believe that every single one eats away at you. Like a termite slowly eats away at your houses foundation. Your lies will slowly eat away at your humility, your self worth, and who you are. You will soon forget whom you used to be, because each lie will lure you deeper into a dark world, one in which there is possibly no way out. One that will torture you, and isolate you from all that is pure and beautiful. If there is a way out, it is honesty, owning up to every deceptive lie that has ever left your deceitful lips.
Lies are the demolition of ones self, no matter what, it will just dig a hole in our lives until there is nowhere left to stand, until all that is good and honest is gone. Until we have become a lie, our whole lives, a lie. Every lie you tell is a part of you. So be careful of what you say, and be attentive to your actions. Direct your capability to think up a lie so quickly to something more useful.
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